When you love someone too much, you give away some part of yourself that never returns.
All you feel is a deep hole that can’t be fixed, can’t be replaced and that’s when you Learn that they meant so much that life just feels mundane.
It is bizarre how you want to be with them, to tell how much you love and adore them, apologise for all that you couldn’t be done.
That exact moment you yearn to meet and hear them, somewhere in cosmic, where death can’t separate you again.
It is when you feel every inch in your chest twisted and you know it will be there forever.
None will understand how strained, drained and strangled you feel cause, grief is very personal.
I miss the ones who left us for eternity and hope that Allah reunites us all.